Haunting vision torments me – it smothers and steals my dreams
Often I question myself –the reason why – Am I losing my mind?
So many promises path lies before me – Promising me greatness and glory
Indecision poisons my mind, of what, ifs and buts.
…Yet above all these….
I had chosen to walk alone, dwelling in the comforts of my own solitude
Though others may look upon me and wonder why –
Determined to set myself free – from what I felt to be puppet strings
In this place – I am merely a shadow of what I once was…
In this place – I am merely a mask of who I once was…
In this place – I am merely a vagrant of life….
Seeking my path, taking me one step onwards to whatever the future may be.
Refusing to look at what’s before me- I simply cast my gaze upwards
Towards the sky – towards the horizon, whispering to myself
Do they ever know or understood, what it is like to be me?
To be living in the grandeur of things which no men could comprehend…
To be living in a space of what may seems to be stretching to infinite
To see things of which I have seen or see things the way I do….
Delighting in the company of the forgotten….
Walking on the path of the unseen, unheard and untouched
As the distance memories fill me up, I lose my sense of time
Illusions slowly melts away, reality sets me in the game of life
Leaving me in the state of awaken – a state of self-realization
Knowing that, it is a part of me as I am a part of it – For it is who I am and it is who I will be
I have chosen to embrace what I did not, a long time ago….
…..Becoming one with it…. Becoming Awhole…..